Long term depression with left temporal lobe frontal/temporal cerebrovascuar anomaly. I have MRI films and I am in extremely poor health. I have experienced 2-3 deaths per year since 2009. The most recent was deemed murder. All articles and obituaries available upon req. I have no criminal record; I'm probably as clean as they get, not even a parking ticket. ISO real therapist, no pseudonyms so I can verify you are certified to practice. I have had a number of therapists that none could confirm their identity; and it resulted in 20 years of Gerry Springer show. I've been lied to, my mother was lunged at like the therapist wanted to fight, I've been told to shut up, etc. I have received anything but what the dictionary and encyclopedia describes as help or therapy. Videoconference therapy ok, if not preferred, but must accept NYS Medicaid and/or Capital Disrict Physicians Health Plan.